Tuesday, December 31, 2019

The mind changer

Today she woke up with the sun shining bright  amidst the trees on her face again back to her own world where there is no time to look back at her past.Years have passed and things have changed so much today that her job is the most important thing she could think off as of today.
She is successful at a very young age, she owned her own house in the heart of the city.
 It is her day off, she finished her morning chores, got her tea in her favorite transparent glass mug and sat by the window turning the local magazine. She had a very unique hobby of sewing .She sews many stuffs all the year round and she loved doing it from childhood.Her mom taught her this sewing Every woman in her family were good at it so her mom wanted her to learn it .
Survi is a quiet natured girl who loved to be busy with her own self doing multiple things to keep herself occupied.She loved reading book, cooking something new everyday.
Infact she is a great cook .She even loves singing on her own tune,sometimes she enjoys coloring like small kids do.
Afterall she is a simple middleclass girl who knew how to adjust in any situation thrown into.
Now when she is living her own life on her own values she doesnot care about what others talk about her.She firmly believes in herself .
When years ago he didnot turn back to her she understood it wasn't meant for her.
She waited for him for so many years for him but he didnot turn back to check on her.Her parents forced her so much about getting married but she always had a dream of running her own advertising agency and she finally completed her dream going against all odds.Her family turned their faces too and she is alone all by herself in such a big city of Noida.
It was not that he was fake but she never knew why he didn't come back when in their school days they were deeply in love with eachother that they silently had decided their future together.
In her loneliness she misses him a lot but she has no way to go back or find him.She lost him forever only if some miracle could bring them together again is what she thinks now .
But miracles donot happen just like that.
Her life runs on the hope that someday she will be answered and has to be answerable too.




Tuesday, December 17, 2019

Silence is golden retriever Part I

It was a lazy day when she was lying on her bed and reading her favorite book, she heard a knock on the door and she went to answer.
She saw him, through the eyehole standing with  a bouquet of flowers in his hand..she got scared but she decided to open the door for him.
He came inside with her invite but remained quiet for minutes. Suddenly she broke the silence with the tinkling sound of her bangles.
He asked for a glass of water..she went inside to get it.
After she came back they exchanged their hands , a glass of water with a beautiful bouquet of flowers.
They both sat back and looked at each other as if they were lost in themselves forever and ever.
They lost in themselves remembered their school days where no one spoke to each other. They just looked at each other and eyes did the rest of their jobs. Everything was so good then but now things , place, and every other thing changed for them.
They could find themselves amongst each other completely unaware of the surrounding. All of a sudden, she removed her hands from his and he too found himself back . Both of them behaved as if they are strangers now. She tried to say so many things to him then but it seemed like someone tied her tongue.
They both knew each other since childhood when they both were in their same nursery school from the very first day they became good friends but they never spoke to each other like normal friends do.
Everything seemed like magic to her but he felt as if she  was there for him for ever and ever.
Things started to turn around when they started to grow up and realize what exactly was happening.
Now she had no one to talk or share her feelings with..none in her family that could give her a pretty good reason to step back. She kept all her feelings inside her without being expressive.
She noticed his change but she didn't change.
Last day of school and he didn't utter a single word before they departed that tore her into pieces but still she was quiet. She lived all alone in herself deserted without him.
Years ago also she never said him a word and today too she had no words to express her heart to him .
He made up his own world with his hard work in all these years that he didnot know anything about her.Now he came back to her forever but she knew nothing about it.They were silent ,none spoke their hearts out.
He silently looked up at her big beautiful black eyes that were lined up with that beautiful black kajal that always kept him lost in her, with love and tears but he too couldn't dare to speak a word to her.

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