Wednesday, January 29, 2020

Twisted and turned were their fates

It was a cold morning ๐ŸŒžof March when it was her intermediate exam. She got ready and headed to her examination centre which was quite far from her home when they met for a flash of a second.
She entered her intermediate exam hall and saw him sitting in the same room
She quickly took off her eyes from him and sat on her assigned seats.
Her heart was beating so fast that she could hardly breathe for few seconds, but she comforted herself and looked back to check if she was dreaming. But No!! She wasnt....
It was him only.
She gave her exam being very happy . Her papers went very well . After she was done she came out of her Hall to check if he was around but he wasn't there.
That day was very lucky for her .
She found happiness in everything she saw or touched
She didn't meet him again in last couple of years.
She accidentally met him after many years when everything in her life has come to a standstill after he left .
Even after that meet up they both were busy in their own lives , trying to lead a normal life but who knew life would again take a re-examination.
She moved out of the country for her job and in next five years she didn't return back.
The story doesn't end here...it began to take a twist.
She was proposed by her colleague.
He proposed her in such a way that she couldn't say no, unwillingly she had to tie knots with him.
She left her job to take care of her new home and family in foreign land with no one to guide her to get started to her new phase of life.
Her parents had  already taken their hands off her since they thought after her marriage she wasn't their responsibility anymore. Every responsibility is of her in-laws . They wanted to be free of everything now . She got very depressed at these words of her parents. She used to think her parents loved her more than anything else in the world but she was proved wrong by them. Her parents hardly gave her a call to check on her. But still she never lost hope on them. She visited them every year and greeted them on every festival from abroad but they never showed any interest in her life.

Time started to pass like wind , in a blink of an eye seven long years passed.
During her delivery her parents didn't turn out to see her . Instead they wanted her to visit their house after her delivery. .
She was mother of two cute twinbaby girls. All day those two beautiful souls kept her preoccupied that she had no time left to even think about anything now. Even her husband lost interest in her since she was a housewife now. He thought she spent the whole day at home enjoying every bit of home. But she never tried to explain anything to him since she knew it was she who agreed to his words and got married to him. She had no other way to love her life. Her parents weren't going to take care of her if he left her so she got silent.  But she did try to step out of all these things and start her life once again from where she got into this life but her husband did never objected. He supported her but she had to step back thinking about her girls. She got sad day by day with no one to share herself with.
The girl who used to smile on even the least funny thing aloud got depressed, saddened and most importantly became just quiet to every call . She had shut herself into her own  .
She understood that no one is going to understand her feelings or what she wants. So it's better to be quiet. She was kind to everyone, tried to make everyone in the house happy by fulfilling even their smallest wish but who was happy for her ..no one ..had even a minute to talk to her and check if she was fine . She was the best mom for her daughters. They never had anything against her but she had brought them up in such a way that they both never took any step without their mom's permission. They respected her to that level. They understood what pain did their mother got into it they knew she would never take their help for this thing.
Those two girls grew up to beautiful, intelligent and smart ladies.
 All these things happened to her but where was he..her soulmate...he vanished from her life just like magic..she never met him again ...not even once but he was breathing somewhere.. not everyone is selfish. Some are forced to become selfish for the sake of others. When taking a breathe reminds you of that person...then think how much painful is it breathe every moment without that person in your life..that was her life...his life...it was actually their life.


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