Friday, April 17, 2020

Silence ..The Golden Retriever Part II

Life seemed to run the way it has to move on so did Survi.
She moved on . He was there in her every breath but not in her life in real.
Her parents took her back to home,she visited them every six months, called them almost everyday .
Her mom senses something strange in her voice but she never asked Survi about it.
It was during the time of Diwali, 2012 she came home to spend the time with her family.
Her parents were very happy to see their one and only daughter come home on a festive season. Everything was so perfect that she felt something all in herself .As if something is going to happen, her inner self was knocking on her every passing day. But everything seemed alright .Then just a day before she could go back to Noida he came to visit her and things changed in her life.
Now when he came to see her they had nothing to talk  ,neither they had words then nor speech helped them this time.Just a casual chat was all that took place in between them that day.
None spoke anything about their feelings for eachother and the words were left unsaid and unheard by both of them.

She is broken now into pieces that has kept her strong all these years.She questions herself now.What was it actually.She thought it to be her life but his visit changed everything around her .She had so many things to tell him all these years and she couldnot tell them again.
She wanted to hold him tight and never let him go But he didnot look at her properly that he could read these in her eyes.
She wanted to tell him how much she loved him from that day when she was a small girl of five years she first saw him in the school playground when she fell down and he came forward to help her get up.She wanted him to hold her hand forever and promise to never leave her again.
She wanted to tell him that how much she loved to see  those cute dimples on his cheeks whenever he smiled.Instead she just watched him smile and prayed for those smiles to be there on his face forever.
She wanted to tell him that she always wanted to hug him tight whenever he scored the most in exams and congratulate him for his hardwork.
Every moment she lived, she breathed ,she thought about him, she sang to herself for him..there were so many things left to be said .
She wanted to tell him everything she never told him but his silence kept her in silence again.
He left again leaving everything as it was before.But this time they shared each others contact numbers to be in touch.
Now who will be the first one to give a call!!


Wednesday, April 15, 2020

The annual day fest

It was the last year of school when all of them were
 sad that they were going to miss their school so much. Both of them were sad because they would never see eachother again like always. They wanted to enjoy every last bit of everything.
Everyone was excited about the annual day event. The last year of their participation in the school fest. Unlike every year this year also she participated in many activities including an English drama she loved to play act into.
She loved dancing classical and always participated in the annual day dance competition.
Whenever in between classes she was called by her dance teacher to practice her dance for the big day he got restless for the period bell to ring so that he can watch her dancing that would make her face  glow with so much of grace and peace.
He was always caught  by her while she was acting in the play.
But she always missed him on the annual day. He never came to attend the school fest. But this year it was different for both of them.
He wanted to come but he had no option to come as the fest was held always on weekends and his bus never ran on weekends. He somehow managed to come with his elder brother this time for the first and last time to see her at the fest.
She never knew that he would come that day to the fest and so like always got herself engaged into some or other activities that kept her preoccupied. But when she saw him in the backstage just before her dance performance she was overjoyed . Somehow she managed to keep her happiness to herself and got up to the stage. She danced that day with her heart and it was a success like every year but it was special to her this year.
Every performance was a great one . They both even enjoyed the fest with their friends this last year of their school .
That day was the last day before the winter holidays began, he  came to see her bright smile and those beautiful eyes that kept him see her again and again with love always. She just wanted to see him just the way she sees him with all her heart and captures his face inside her soul  to see him again and again whenever she wants to. They just wanted to be there completely with each other without letting anyone know. But they were caught up by their classmates but no-one revealed anything infront of anyone so that they don't get embarrassed for this . Their friends wanted them to be together for ever so didn't want to break their silence. They always gave them chances of being there for each other. That's called a true friendship . But they all had to get seperated now.
Soon after the school reopens they were having their preboard exams , so there was no more time left for romance now.
They both had to do and give their best .
They both silently waved goodbye to eachother and went home with a promise to themselves to be there for eachother no matter where they are.

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