Friday, April 17, 2020

Silence ..The Golden Retriever Part II

Life seemed to run the way it has to move on so did Survi.
She moved on . He was there in her every breath but not in her life in real.
Her parents took her back to home,she visited them every six months, called them almost everyday .
Her mom senses something strange in her voice but she never asked Survi about it.
It was during the time of Diwali, 2012 she came home to spend the time with her family.
Her parents were very happy to see their one and only daughter come home on a festive season. Everything was so perfect that she felt something all in herself .As if something is going to happen, her inner self was knocking on her every passing day. But everything seemed alright .Then just a day before she could go back to Noida he came to visit her and things changed in her life.
Now when he came to see her they had nothing to talk  ,neither they had words then nor speech helped them this time.Just a casual chat was all that took place in between them that day.
None spoke anything about their feelings for eachother and the words were left unsaid and unheard by both of them.

She is broken now into pieces that has kept her strong all these years.She questions herself now.What was it actually.She thought it to be her life but his visit changed everything around her .She had so many things to tell him all these years and she couldnot tell them again.
She wanted to hold him tight and never let him go But he didnot look at her properly that he could read these in her eyes.
She wanted to tell him how much she loved him from that day when she was a small girl of five years she first saw him in the school playground when she fell down and he came forward to help her get up.She wanted him to hold her hand forever and promise to never leave her again.
She wanted to tell him that how much she loved to see  those cute dimples on his cheeks whenever he smiled.Instead she just watched him smile and prayed for those smiles to be there on his face forever.
She wanted to tell him that she always wanted to hug him tight whenever he scored the most in exams and congratulate him for his hardwork.
Every moment she lived, she breathed ,she thought about him, she sang to herself for him..there were so many things left to be said .
She wanted to tell him everything she never told him but his silence kept her in silence again.
He left again leaving everything as it was before.But this time they shared each others contact numbers to be in touch.
Now who will be the first one to give a call!!


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